That's kind of the point, because at least a little bit of pain feels a lot better than what he's saying and why he's saying it.

But that simple touch and a flash of his stupid, understanding eyes makes him sure it was the right decision.

"I knew you'd understand." His hand finds Murdock's again, giving it a tight squeeze before letting him go. "Better than blood."

The corners of his lips tug and he knows a smile is lingering just under the surface in the stubborn way that Murdock always seems to bring out in him.