In his mind, there's no feeling about it - he is unworthy of trust. Anyone's.

He shifts back against the chair slightly, just enough to feel Murdock's weight settle on him even deeper. There's no fight to be had there and he knows it, it's just not something he could even begin to explain.

"I'm not mad at myself. I'm happy. We had a job, we did the job - and we got to have a lot of fun along the way. For once something the boss said would be easy actually was."